a bloody nose, a kiss from god

jeez louise! i have not had a proper online journal in what feels like seventy years!

i might as well start with my past day. last week, i started a membership with AMC A-List Stubs and it's made me really, really happy. they had an awesome deal so i decided: why the hell not? now i'm seeing movies when i never could before! i've watched faces of death (with mr. dacre montgomery) twice, and also saw the new super mario bros galaxy movie a couple of times (once today). the latter film was cute as hell! i saw it both times in 3D and it worked really well for the film. the opening where they're taking you through the stars was gorgeous! faces of death was awesome, too. dacre and barbie fucking killed it ;)

yesterday, i had a bad breakdown. i do suspect after all of my trauma, i do have BPD. i will be talking to someone about it once i get a psychiatrist again. my meltdowns can indeed be attributed to autism, but i wonder anyway. i guess a professional diagnosis is the best way to go. i also want to ask about what i think is OCD. i have had taboo OCD thoughts since i was fifteen, and they are insufferable. we'll see what diagnosis i get. i already have a boatload of them.

my kitty red did a naughty thing the other day. she was so excited to get in my bedroom window that she SPRINTED into the screen, knocking it clean out. luckily, i got to her in time (she was frozen at the windowsill due to my very manly scream) and picked her up to her safety. she has since lost her window privileges, but i'll let her sit in the window while it's closed. not that she wants that xD

well, maybe more will be on the way. i will try to journal every day, as i am currently unemployed. hopefully, that'll change soon! [fingers crossed]

farewell, y'all.