whoops...

May. 7th, 2026 04:29 pm
fredhechinger: ([fred] caracalla & dondus)
it's been a few days hasn't it?

well, my time has basically consisted of watching TV, cleaning and making video edits/AMVs. i have made over twenty at this point, and i'm not stopping anytime soon. i have accounts on instagram and tiktok where i post them, and i've gotten a lot of traction. i'm very proud of what i've been accomplishing.

we've been catching up on stranger things, but honestly? it's hard for me to get through season three with the way that they treat billy. with will, they were so careful and sweet with him. with billy? KILL HIM, BURN IT OUT OF HIM, WHO GIVES A FUCK? yeah, he's a jerk. no, he doesn't deserve to be burned ALIVE. these kids are absolutely psychotic. i know i want to get to eddie, but it's difficult for me to even watch.

i'm still obviously unemployed, and nothing is hiring. my resume is also a bit patchy, and nobody wants to hire me because of it. i left jobs after a few months because of my severe mental health, and i know that doesn't look good to potential employers. i just need a job so badly. i don't know what to do.

we're getting mcdonald's tonight, and i'm excited about it. apparently, i'm craving those little cheeseburgers, LOL. that and maybe a big orange soda. i know it's terrible for me, but it's so good.
fredhechinger: ([fred] tan)
...a man who deserved a life ♡

i've been re-reading stuart: a life backwards and i'm loving it even more the second time around. stuart clive shorter was such an extraordinary man. he passed almost 25 years ago, but i feel like i knew him. i think, honestly, that we have a spiritual connection of some kind. he died just around the time my life started falling apart (in 2002). perhaps we were some sort of soulmates, i don't know for sure. i just know i love him deeply and i feel his energy, in some way.

we're ordering sonic tonight, and i'm very happy about it. we haven't gotten it in years. i ordered a chicken sandwich with fries, and a blue raspberry lemonade. very excited :D

last night, we went to see the 45th anniversary of the evil dead (1981). seeing baby!bruce campbell and those practical effects on a big screen was a truly beautiful experience. we had a great time ^^

tonight, we're continuing season 3 of stranger things. i'm not looking forward to seeing billy sacrifice himself, but dacre's acting is fucking phenomenal. he is too good.